Recently I had finished composing my first song. The song is entitled "Angel Singing To Me." It was inspired by my most common source of inspiration, Taiwan's own boyband, Fahrenheit's Arron Yan.
Why I wrote this song? I don't really have a clue except that when I was washing dishes on night, because it's one of those things that only keeps your mind busy, I ended up thinking of lyrics.
Immediately after I had finished, I say down and wrote out the words resembling my feelings towards Arron.
The song's basic purpose is that I'm telling people the words I've always wanted to say towards this one person.
Everytime I listen to him sing, my heart goes ecstatic and it makes my day. His laugh, a cheerful laughter that tells you he's not holding back. It's a sign of happiness for me.
Him being my number one idol, I envy his voice, his talent and most of all, him being able to express himself or having the nerve to express his real thoughts regardless the public's opinion. He's able to be himself yet make the fans happy all in one. It's also the fact that he's constantly risking his health and putting his career before anything else. Proof of his exhaustion yet great amounts of effort are shown throughout his career in talk shows, news reports, constant visits to the hospital, during concerts, and most sacrificing of all, not being able to know about his grandfather's death in which his family had hidden from him for weeks.
I wrote this song based not on his life. But based on the way his voice effects me. A pure devotion to Arron's talent, not about his hard work, something that brings me to misery in which no words can describe.
Everytime I hear about his injuries, bad health conditions, lack of sleep, and emotional worries, my world plunges into darkness in which words can not comply. I shed tears for him, as do all his fans, in hoping one day he can do what he enjoys best without harm and knowing that no matter what, he has the support of us.
This song I wrote was a mere dedication to him, only 1000 words can even come close to my support and belief in him.
http://bonbonxlildevil.blogspot.com/2009/08/angel-singing-to-me.html (rough lyrics, had been changed from that time)
August 31, 2009
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